Always remember this quotation by Michael Jordan- "I've missed more than 9'000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. 26 times I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I've failed over and over again in my life and that is why I succeed" .

I just can't stop thinking about you samantha! Why why why?? Just after yesterday at coffee bean with bb peeps, there's like a sudden adrenaline to keep thinking of sam.

Actually during the start of poly i'll already had a crush on you, but i didnt felt right to go for it as its like school just started? And i know you for a merely a week only? o.O I'm not those who jump straight into someone so so quickly. Yeah as i said, super enthu, zi high. But throughout the first few weeks of day, she gave me a feeling that she needs to be taken care of. Always getting bullied by my classmates, getting mocked by. that was when i first noticed sam.  But who could have known i would meet Zoe, my first crush in my life during p5. i think you know her, cause i remember this one time when you and me alighted at safra and before alight still in the bus, i said, ' Oh, woodlander!' Once we alight, of course i walked towards them to say hi, but you, chiong so fast infront of me, standing infront of zoe and rebecca staring aat them hysterically. When i was talking to zoe i was wondering ' what the heck is this samatha doing?' halfway through you walked away and as usual got stuck to your phone.

Back to topic, zoe suddenly poped and i got attracted to her again, that was the period when sam was outta my mind. you see, zoe stays in woodlands, which is near me. going to school and coming home together is so convenience. and the long 168 journey is such a good time to 'bond' to say, except for the fact of always having rebecca there. Sam, on the other hand stays like Simei, sending her home and going to school together is easy yeah. but we cant have sudden outing like 8pm, then sudden wanna meet-up kinda stuff. NEVERTHELESS, NOW! Zoe's no more, just Sam and Sam only.

During orientation, sam and i was quite close yes, sam often meet up with her pretty friend chelsea. And i always bother sam to intro, hahahaha!!! Just ec her that's all! chio bu what? How can guys not ec? Like chloe also! saying bout chloe... the time while dancing ams dance with sam, and having chloe and xavier beside us, sam kept prompting me to go dance with chloe. Yeah i did tried but paid a huge price... =-= So embrassing getting ignored by chloe for asking her to dance with me.... WTS!!! xia suay leh!!! talking bout shameful.... once i jumped down a flight of stairs from level 5 to 4, then breakfall at the foot of the stairs. When my head was back up, the damn wall was right in my face, BANG.. forehead to the wall! with chelsea and alester right behide me, that was really really really ps...

Damn why keep linking to other stuff, back to sam... so after zoe's gone, there was a short period of making clear of the situation and getting myself back to my norm. Sam was then all along my crush just nvr told. Strongest feeling came next was during OCP to phili went i everyday single day will see sam and do almost everything together with sam. okay! got an idea for next post!

'OCP to Phili'